February 16, 2011

• We talk everyday now, not just every few days, not on weekdays only like before, but everyday. I haven't been down there in three weeks and I wont be able to go back until last week. I was supposed leave to visit him after work today, I was going to spend two days and two nights. He told me monday evening he was counting the minutes until I got there. Now, I can't not until next week, and it will be just a day trip. My only day off will be spent driving and driving just to visit for 12 hours...I miss him. I miss our talks and laughter, I miss our intimate moments. I miss spending time with him.

  There I admitted it. I'm so stupid.

  I had a long talk with a co-worker today about all of this. She's been in this very same situation. After giving her my views on some things, including us, myself and my conduct in relationships she said well no wonder he is falling in love with you. I think she is exaggerating. I still gotta love all the compliments she gave me. She thinks I am pretty, have a nice body and wonderful personality, among others. He thinks the same, plus sexy and some other things I wont specify. It is nice to hear such great things. I am trying to just accept the compliments with a thank you even though Ive never believed these things about myself. I am not quite sure what to do. I think I need to back away a little for preservation sake. Oh I know I wont. I will continue to let him set the pace for the relationship and the amount of time we spend together.

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