March 15, 2011
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Stupid heart in my emails rant.
I am flipping out a little bit. I am probably over reacting but oh well. I put myself out there. A little back story. My last trip, Jacques and I were talking about this artist who recorded his own record using cassette tapes and two boom boxes. The album was amazing and was just rerecorded with various artists covering each song. Anyone know the artist name let me know because I can't remember lol. Anyways, Jax is amazed by all of it, including this guy's talent. It was a very long convo.
Ok so tonight we are talking, he asks how I am, I ask the same. He writes back with
"Stressed
Tired
Worn out
Stressed
Excited
This weekend is a huge op(opportunity) career wise with NASCAR and artist but I don't have $$ to get right gear and crew and I'm praying I can make it work with what I have...
Been at it 24 7 since I've seen u and have red eye on wed nite and will not be read if I had a month to prep"He is so stressed, I can hear him saying all this and I know how stressed he is. So I wrote back
"I'd give you a massage to relax you so you could sleep well and not be so stressed if I were there.
Consider this your self recorded cassette. Just because you don't have the best equipment does not mean that you won't do amazing. I have complete faith in your abilities.
No one is ever 100% ready. This is a big op, you'll do great! Really."This is the most Ive come to wearing my heart on my sleeve. I read what I wrote and hear my feelings for him all hidden in there. So now I am all weird because he hasn't responded in the last 45 minutes, and I dont know that he will.
Agh. Ok sorry. End stressed out rant. I am just being stupid. He is a guy, probably just thinks I am being nice. lol
:twitch twitch:
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`Consider this your self recorded cassette. Just because you don't have
No one is ever 100% ready. This is a
the best equipment does not mean that you won't do amazing. I have
complete faith in your abilities.
big op, you'll do great! Really."`
I did NOT think that was about NASCAR, having started reading at the end.
@lonelywanderer2 - I meant it as this is your time to become amazing and make a name for yourself...As far a equipment we are talking about video equipment as he will be filming the race and performance. Big deal with NASCAR and TLC simultaneously. =)
you are not being stupid.
@buddy71 - why do you say that?
@walking_a_long_lonely_road - just the way i feel
@buddy71 - well he responded earlier, just said U r awesome. =/
You want response in 45 minutes and we waited for years:)
@PeaceSearcher - Didn't require a response, was just worried because the flow of the conversation stopped...
Hope the dialogue will soon be resumed.
I hope the conversation picked up again.
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