"You are funny, sexy, smart and fun"
Just one of many compliments I received tonight.
"I hate going out but I have to, at least that means I can text with you more"
He makes me feel sexier, more attractive, than my ex ever did. Maybe he is just more appreciative because his situation, maybe I just fit his type. I don't know. I know that from the beginning I have never been uncomfortable around him or showing him this body I hate. He make me smile, and laugh, and happy. Things just feel too right. After our conversation tonight I wonder if I should end things. He was a bit buzzed and we all know what alcohol does, makes a person honest. He was too enthusiastic about me, using words like perfect, saying things like this is what I want in a woman and describing me. We texted and emailed all day and he asked more than once when I could come back, working out schedules...this is getting more and more complicated and headed in a direction that is dangerous for the both of us, at a much faster pace than anticipated. I know I should end it, but how many times since this started have I said "I should" and never followed through with my own good advice?
I should find something better to blog about. Even if it is just work lol. I'll get right on that. =D
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