February 8, 2011
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Lacking in Positivity
As my title suggests, my positive mind frame has been temporarily compromised. Lol I have had a shitty day and need to vent. =)
Slept in after my long 16 hour work day. I woke to a nice sexy text message conversation, thought with a smile, this is going to be a good day. Not long after I get a call. The bill collectors. The ex is still not paying the mortgage. My anger was instant and I automatically sent an angry email off to him. I have noticed that whenever anything concerning him comes up, I get so angry. It’s like, I am so over it, but I hate him so much. Just can’t get past the I hate you stage apparently. After a few emails he has finally decided to surrender the property to me. Now, I am stressed over money and making the payment myself. Ugh. I need to find a third job!! So on my way to work I am listening to peppy music in an attempt to beat the anger. I lean back and pop. The back rest of my drivers seat breaks and falls into the back seat. Yay. So I get to drive to work all crazy like. On my way I stop at Target to grab a soda and a little bit of chocolate to make me feel better. You know women and chocolate. I get to work, eat my chocolate and try to start the day again. Not 5 minutes later I realize a dull headache is starting. Ingredient in the chocolate? Caramel color (for new readers, I am “allergic” and cannot eat anything containing caramel color or sodium nitrates)! Ugh!!! I forgot to do an ingredient check!! =( I pop a vicodin before the migraine kicks in. It did help some but it still isn’t great. The radio at work is broken so another silent day, and this one customer that just drives me crazy because of her lack of closing time respect came in. Needless to say I was a bit irritable today. Thank goodness my closing associate was someone I love or things would have been worse. I came home and immediately hid in my room out of self preservation. Alone time is needed. Bed time is needed. I was supposed to have tomorrow off, have to work. Can’t complain because I need the money, but that puts me at working like 10 days in a row by the time my next day off rolls around. Can’t wait to end today. My apologies for the rant. =)
Comments (3)
Some days are just like that…the days I wished I’d just stayed home in bed.
I hope today is more positive.
Good Morning. lol Or is it.
There are days that I knew that the company would have been better off if I had stayed home. lol Some days start bad and stay bad. It is like getting up and seeing that the wife is in a mood–it will be that way all day. I just try to survive it. lol
I hope your headache is gone–bummer.
We had a family business and were often stuck by customers who just wanted to talk. We had to listen since they were the customer.
I hope you have a better week—-3 jobs???? I hope you work something out better with the payments and expenses. It can get very dicey sometimes.
frank
Damn, sorry you had such a bad day. I hope the rest of the week has gone a little better. Good luck with the job hunt.