September 29, 2010

• Tonight I sat down and put on a movie. Didn't really plan on paying attention. Just wanted background noise while I whittled my depressing life away online, waiting for sleepiness to kick in. I glance up as a date scene plays out. "So What happened with your ex?" "Well...he just stopped loving me....and I don't know what I did or didn't do." My heart cried because that is exactly what I would have to say if I were asked that question. I actually watched the movie tonight. "Must Love Dogs" A cute movie, I recommend if you like chick flicks. Funny how her story mimicked my own in many ways. I only hope that my story ends that way too. Finding the "one" for me. I want to love again but I am afraid. Afraid that I will give too much of myself up again, only to have it thrown back at me all broken. Oh I believe in love, I just don't know if love believes in me...

  Just some off handed thoughts running through my mind tonight, felt like getting em out I guess. No wonder I have been keen on staying away from them romantic movies these days.

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