January 13, 2011

• When you need to talk about something, but can’t really talk to people about it, xanga is quite helpful…there is many times in a day when I wanna say, “mom im about to start an affair with *******” it’s like I want advice on a decision I’ve already made. Yet I don’t want my family to know, I don’t want the looks. Truths, expectations and rules have been talked about. We, both feel like horrible people, yet neither one of us can seem to stop our actions. Are we heartless people, these actions are concience and planned decisions, I guess you could say yes, but knowing us both I also say no. Maybe I am just the horrible person, what is my reasoning other than a selfish one?

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